awakening

I received a message to add to my last post

Like I have explained before when I use the Bible to help make my posts clear, or clearer. They come to me as a feeling to look it up, or a time on the clock, etc.. This time I actually heard it clearly say to me “19, 2”, so I looked up book 19 which is Psalms, and chapter 2. I also hardly ever read the bible, so these aren’t from memory . I can’t quote a single thing from the Bible on my own, except for maybe John 3:16, everyone must have that one memorized.

Psalms 2

Why do the heathen rage, and the people imagine a vain thing?

The kings of the earth set themselves, and the rulers take counsel together, against the LORD, and against his anointed, saying,

Let us break their bands asunder, and cast away their cords from us.

He that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh: the Lord shall have them in derision.

Then shall he speak unto them in his wrath, and vex them in his sore displeasure.

Yet have I set my king upon my holy hill of Zion.

I will declare the decree: the LORD hath said unto me, Thou art my Son; this day have I begotten thee.

Ask of me, and I shall give thee the heathen for thine inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth for thy possession.

Thou shalt break them with a rod of iron; thou shalt dash them in pieces like a potter’s vessel.

Be wise now therefore, O ye kings: be instructed, ye judges of the earth.

Serve the LORD with fear, and rejoice with trembling.

Kiss the Son, lest he be angry, and ye perish from the way, when his wrath is kindled but a little. Blessed are all they that put their trust in him.

Be prepared for the harsh truth. The matrix.

But it doesn’t have to be harsh. It can be harsh, or it can be what you create it, and it can be beautiful.

I feel like it has been too long since I have posted again, but I post when I can connect with the information I receive enough to finally write about it. Sometimes it is multiple times a day, sometimes it happens once a month. It all depends.

One day, you are going to come to a realization, is there something, or is there nothing? Everyone thinks they already do that, but I am not talking about those concepts. I am not talking about what people believe as in what religions teach, and what atheists call themselves. I am talking about something much deeper, something much bigger. Or wait, is it really something much smaller? Much smaller than you ever thought it was, and much more simple than you ever imagined? How often do you get stumped by an answer you were trying to figure out, only to find it out and go “of DUH that was IT?” Well, for me personally, it has been that kind of experience. I also see the other side of that experience as well, and wonder if I am only seeing a small piece of it, I’m the new kid in class. Then I tell myself the harsh truth. What is the harsh truth? What it looks like.

This is the matrix. More writing about it to be continued.

 

 

Are you ready for a world without money?

Are you ready for the world without money? It is going to happen, and it is going to happen soon. I believe it is, I definitely believe it is going to happen in our lifetime. I do not see any other way humans can continue existing with something as evil as money in place controlling everything and everyone. Either money will cease to exist or humans are going to destroy themselves over money. How ridiculous does this sound? Humans destroying themselves over something as useless as apiece of paper? I’m honestly looking forward to when this happens. Me looking forward to this does not mean it is going to be a happy fairy tale by any means….

So, how can you prepare for this? It takes understanding of what will happen when money is no longer in the picture. People work for money, correct? People will no longer go to work if they aren’t paid. Almost everything you do every single day involves money to make it work. No more going out to eat, you will have no cooks, no waitresses, not even the owners of the restaurant because there will be no business without money. Your power is going to be shut off, you cell phones will be shut off, your electricity will be shut off, after you use the gas you have in your vehicle, there will be no more. These are just a couple small examples, I’m sure you can think of plenty more, and so can I, but I do not want to even begin listing them all because it would be never ending. It is going to be very chaotic. A lot of people are going to get killed, mostly by rioters and break ins, violence from starving, violence from just being angry and the biggest thing is killing for survival. How are you going to survive this? Being aware of it is how. If you let it hit you as a shock, then you are most likely to be a victim. This will go on for many years but each year will slowly get better and better as people start to realize that they can’t live this way. They will get tired of it and everyone will start to form together like we are all supposed to do. The end of money has to be what creates this coming together of us, so we have to go through the hardship of understanding first.

I try to explain this to people all the time, but no one wants to listen. I feel it in my gut how this is true, and how this is the only logical reason I can think of for us to come together.

I asked for new messages of understanding, and I got new messages of understanding.

The last couple of days I have been wondering why nothing new has came to me to write about. It started worrying me, I started wondering if I was going to be able to write anymore, I wondered if the new way that I see things and this awakening had just stopped. It didn’t, I stopped, I changed, I went backwards. I had to see what I was doing wrong to continue moving forward.

To explain a little bit more about me – I was never a writer. Even now, I definitely don’t consider myself someone great at writing. I’m terrible with dragging on what I write, creating run on sentences, and I probably don’t use some of the correct punctuation. Even in school, English was by far my worst subject. I despised writing. I didn’t know where to start when I would write, I would have a journal full of a few sentences to start a paper or a story, and never completed it. As I write now, I start with an idea, and everything I say forms while I write it. It comes natural to me now because I learned how to access that part of my higher self.

So, yesterday I started asking myself why I could not write anything, why I couldn’t even think of anything to write. I was worried I had lost touch. Today, I asked myself the same question, and I found my answer. I have been dealing with situations in a terrible way. Instead of handling situations the way I have learned to do them, I have went back to my old way of seeing things. I have hurt people by taking out my frustrations on them. I have came very close to destroying friendship. I have acted out of revenge, to pay back someone for hurting me, and I hurt someone who didn’t deserve to be hurt because I was hurt. This is the way weak people handle things. This is how people in low vibrations handle things. I felt ashamed of myself after this, and this is exactly the reason I lost touch with my higher self. It is the same reason why so many people  in this world that act on selfish intentions can’t see what they are doing wrong. After learning this, I was able to get my messages to write again.

Since I like to post truth I see in the bible and meaningful passages, I’ll share what I asked to be given to me as a message today. Like in the title to this post, I ask, and I get my answers.

Deutoronomy chapter 1 verse 9 was given to me, and as usual given to me to share.   The message is chapter 1 from verse 9:

9 And I spake unto you at that time, saying, I am not able to bear you myself alone:

10 The Lord your God hath multiplied you, and, behold, ye are this day as the stars of heaven for multitude.

11 (The Lord God of your fathers make you a thousand times so many more as ye are, and bless you, as he hath promised you!)

12 How can I myself alone bear your cumbrance, and your burden, and your strife?

13 Take you wise men, and understanding, and known among your tribes, and I will make them rulers over you.

14 And ye answered me, and said, The thing which thou hast spoken is good for us to do.

15 So I took the chief of your tribes, wise men, and known, and made them heads over you, captains over thousands, and captains over hundreds, and captains over fifties, and captains over tens, and officers among your tribes.

16 And I charged your judges at that time, saying, Hear the causes between your brethren, and judge righteously between every man and his brother, and the stranger that is with him.

17 Ye shall not respect persons in judgment; but ye shall hear the small as well as the great; ye shall not be afraid of the face of man; for the judgment is God’s: and the cause that is too hard for you, bring it unto me, and I will hear it.

18 And I commanded you at that time all the things which ye should do.

19 And when we departed from Horeb, we went through all that great and terrible wilderness, which ye saw by the way of the mountain of the Amorites, as the Lord our God commanded us; and we came to Kadeshbarnea.

20 And I said unto you, Ye are come unto the mountain of the Amorites, which the Lord our God doth give unto us.

21 Behold, the Lord thy God hath set the land before thee: go up and possess it, as the Lord God of thy fathers hath said unto thee; fear not, neither be discouraged.

22 And ye came near unto me every one of you, and said, We will send men before us, and they shall search us out the land, and bring us word again by what way we must go up, and into what cities we shall come.

23 And the saying pleased me well: and I took twelve men of you, one of a tribe:

24 And they turned and went up into the mountain, and came unto the valley of Eshcol, and searched it out.

25 And they took of the fruit of the land in their hands, and brought it down unto us, and brought us word again, and said, It is a good land which the Lord our God doth give us.

26 Notwithstanding ye would not go up, but rebelled against the commandment of the Lord your God:

27 And ye murmured in your tents, and said, Because the Lord hated us, he hath brought us forth out of the land of Egypt, to deliver us into the hand of the Amorites, to destroy us.

28 Whither shall we go up? our brethren have discouraged our heart, saying, The people is greater and taller than we; the cities are great and walled up to heaven; and moreover we have seen the sons of the Anakims there.

29 Then I said unto you, Dread not, neither be afraid of them.

30 The Lord your God which goeth before you, he shall fight for you, according to all that he did for you in Egypt before your eyes;

31 And in the wilderness, where thou hast seen how that the Lord thy God bare thee, as a man doth bear his son, in all the way that ye went, until ye came into this place.

32 Yet in this thing ye did not believe the Lord your God,

33 Who went in the way before you, to search you out a place to pitch your tents in, in fire by night, to shew you by what way ye should go, and in a cloud by day.

34 And the Lord heard the voice of your words, and was wroth, and sware, saying,

35 Surely there shall not one of these men of this evil generation see that good land, which I sware to give unto your fathers.

36 Save Caleb the son of Jephunneh; he shall see it, and to him will I give the land that he hath trodden upon, and to his children, because he hath wholly followed the Lord.

37 Also the Lord was angry with me for your sakes, saying, Thou also shalt not go in thither.

38 But Joshua the son of Nun, which standeth before thee, he shall go in thither: encourage him: for he shall cause Israel to inherit it.

39 Moreover your little ones, which ye said should be a prey, and your children, which in that day had no knowledge between good and evil, they shall go in thither, and unto them will I give it, and they shall possess it.

40 But as for you, turn you, and take your journey into the wilderness by the way of the Red sea.

41 Then ye answered and said unto me, We have sinned against the Lord, we will go up and fight, according to all that the Lord our God commanded us. And when ye had girded on every man his weapons of war, ye were ready to go up into the hill.

42 And the Lord said unto me, Say unto them. Go not up, neither fight; for I am not among you; lest ye be smitten before your enemies.

43 So I spake unto you; and ye would not hear, but rebelled against the commandment of the Lord, and went presumptuously up into the hill.

44 And the Amorites, which dwelt in that mountain, came out against you, and chased you, as bees do, and destroyed you in Seir, even unto Hormah.

45 And ye returned and wept before the Lord; but the Lord would not hearken to your voice, nor give ear unto you.

 

Proverbs and the year 2016 in changing human awareness. Coincidence?

This will not be a very long post from my own words. I will explain that I understand a lot of things by numbers, as I have said previously. If a number calls out to me, I try to find why. I look to the bible for a lot of these answers, and most of the time I do find what I am looking for in the bible. I’ll see what books and chapters could go with the number, and find what I need to find by those numbers. I have been seeing a lot of websites, blog posts, comments, and even people talking about the year 2016 and the spiritual shift in human understanding.

So, just tonight I looked at the year 2016 and the number it is, 2016, and decided to look up what that is in the bible. Proverbs chapter 1, verse 6. Proverbs, Chapter 1, verse 6 = 2016. Usually the whole chapter is included in the meaning, and especially verse 6 in this one. I’ll copy the chapter here. I really like what it says about how everyone is starting to understand things differently, and in ways that make sense to them, as the bible says as well.

 

The proverbs of Solomon the son of David, king of Israel;

To know wisdom and instruction; to perceive the words of understanding;

To receive the instruction of wisdom, justice, and judgment, and equity;

To give subtilty to the simple, to the young man knowledge and discretion.

A wise man will hear, and will increase learning; and a man of understanding shall attain unto wise counsels:

To understand a proverb, and the interpretation; the words of the wise, and their dark sayings.

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge: but fools despise wisdom and instruction.

My son, hear the instruction of thy father, and forsake not the law of thy mother:

For they shall be an ornament of grace unto thy head, and chains about thy neck.

10 My son, if sinners entice thee, consent thou not.

11 If they say, Come with us, let us lay wait for blood, let us lurk privily for the innocent without cause:

12 Let us swallow them up alive as the grave; and whole, as those that go down into the pit:

13 We shall find all precious substance, we shall fill our houses with spoil:

14 Cast in thy lot among us; let us all have one purse:

15 My son, walk not thou in the way with them; refrain thy foot from their path:

16 For their feet run to evil, and make haste to shed blood.

17 Surely in vain the net is spread in the sight of any bird.

18 And they lay wait for their own blood; they lurk privily for their own lives.

19 So are the ways of every one that is greedy of gain; which taketh away the life of the owners thereof.

20 Wisdom crieth without; she uttereth her voice in the streets:

21 She crieth in the chief place of concourse, in the openings of the gates: in the city she uttereth her words, saying,

22 How long, ye simple ones, will ye love simplicity? and the scorners delight in their scorning, and fools hate knowledge?

23 Turn you at my reproof: behold, I will pour out my spirit unto you, I will make known my words unto you.

24 Because I have called, and ye refused; I have stretched out my hand, and no man regarded;

25 But ye have set at nought all my counsel, and would none of my reproof:

26 I also will laugh at your calamity; I will mock when your fear cometh;

27 When your fear cometh as desolation, and your destruction cometh as a whirlwind; when distress and anguish cometh upon you.

28 Then shall they call upon me, but I will not answer; they shall seek me early, but they shall not find me:

29 For that they hated knowledge, and did not choose the fear of theLord:

30 They would none of my counsel: they despised all my reproof.

31 Therefore shall they eat of the fruit of their own way, and be filled with their own devices.

32 For the turning away of the simple shall slay them, and the prosperity of fools shall destroy them.

33 But whoso hearkeneth unto me shall dwell safely, and shall be quiet from fear of evil.

What is something that you can not physically see but you can prove as a fact exists?

Everyone has their theories and opinions on spirituality, energy in the world, God, etc… Most ways people explain it are not ways these things can be proven. People will argue to no end about their theories, and have no concept of what it means besides what they think they know, which is mostly based on just ignorance. Here, I am going to share some new things I have found very interesting and that I find to make a lot of sense.

The break down of energy into individual sine waves. There are different types of waves other than sine waves, but similar concept. Sine waves are singular waves that form in tune with other waves to create music, energy, lower energy, higher energy, or vibrations, whatever you want to call it. I am sure you have heard about how humans are broken down into energy, and that energy is measured in frequencies. Where does it make sense for our frequencies to come from? The frequencies here have already been proven, it is all calculated the same way, and everything is all connected to the same universe. I do not believe we are just randomly here just because we were able to just magically appear outside of being an energy form, when so many other things here are broken down into the energy they are – it only makes sense we are broken down into this same energy as well. It is taught in spirituality that your purpose is to raise your vibration, your frequencies, which is also called awakening spiritually by raising those vibrations. It makes sense that those frequencies are the same frequencies we all are connected to, frequencies like found in sine waves.

I did some math earlier, and started really looking deep into the patterns in numbers. There is a lot of spiritual beliefs that the base language of all creation is in numbers, it makes sense to me. I have always enjoyed number patterns and have been excellent at figuring out patterns in numbers, so once I get started on seeing numbers and patterns, I have to figure out why. I started doing that early this morning when I woke up at 4am. I have been waking up at almost the same exact time for about a week straight now. I could be completely exhausted and fell asleep an hour before, and still woke up. I actually caught on and started thinking about why today. I remembered I have been seeing tons of number patterns, the past few months especially, and seeing more and more as each day goes by it seems. I keep seeing 444, different numbers with patterns of 4, a lot of them being 644, 4644, 464, and so on. Not just the number 4, I have been seeing 1111 a lot, sometimes numerous times a day and most times atleast once a day. On top of seeing 1111 I see other variations such as 111, 119, 1119, 1112, 1212, 944, 1011, 222, 333, 555. . I see 333, 444, 644, 944, 1111, 119 and 1212 the most out of these numbers, but the rest of them I do see enough to make me really notice them so they have importance as well.

I started looking into decoding what the patterns could be, and after breaking numbers down into single digits, I kept seeing how they all can be broken down, and that the digits can be broken down, and broken down, (in patterns). I believe me seeing it this way was letting me know that everything is connected the same energetically wise, so it makes sense that the numbers are as well. This was the first thing I did when I woke up today, then I found something really interesting that I didn’t really know a whole lot about before: The Golden Ratio (Fibonacci numbers)

The numbers I see are numbers I am noticing more and more as I see things differently. They are showing up to me in synchronicity, reminding me to keep with my beliefs and to keep on with the way I see things. I see them more and more as I look at things differently more and more, so it is simply just that reminder to keep it up. My way of giving myself approval. There’s 333 again now. Haha. 3:33PM as I write this.

Some other (kind of random) ways I see things on the topic:

There are positive vibrations, negative vibrations, positive energy, negative energy, and so on. Another popular belief is having connections close to your own level, or in tune with your own vibrations, on the same level. There are lower vibrations and higher vibrations, as there would have to be for everything to be equal, and for everything to evolve. You can’t start out at the higher levels of evolution, or you are pretty much saying that you have just came out of nowhere, above every other living being on earth. Are you saying that you just got lucky and got to skip all of the hard work? No, I do not believe that is how it works, you haven’t been chosen as a special being that gets to skip all of the hard work, all of the lessons you have to learn, all of the mistakes you have made, etc… That wouldn’t be fair to everyone else here on earth that has to face all of the hardships, would it? You start seeing things differently when you start looking at them in a different perspective than letting them control your life, control you and cause pain. You’ll start seeing the lessons they are teaching you eventually and looking at them in a more positive way, so you have to get through those lessons to see it that way, you can’t skip it, or you’d never learn, and you wouldn’t evolve. The definition of evolve is: To change or develop slowly into a better, more complex, or advanced state. There is nothing in the word evolve that says it is fast, or easy, so anyone saying they just showed up here and got to skip this process just sounds foolish to me. Once you have worked your way there, you start seeing the other forms of life the way they are, that they are on the path as well.

Here are a few videos I found really interesting after learning about all of this. A couple videos on waves and one on the concept of space time, what time really is and how we use it compared to what it is.

These videos don’t describe exactly the same thing I am trying to describe, but they are similar and do help my point I am trying to make. The first one describes frequency and time in a way I like. I like the second one better, it goes in more detail and seems clearer to my point, but I believe they both go well in describing what I am trying to describe how I see things.’

Sound as sine waves

Every picture is made of waves

This video doesn’t exactly describe waves but I do like the way they explain time in our realm compared to what time is in the whole universe. I have said similar in my beliefs to what time is. Space and Time into a single Continuum

A new very interesting video I found that does make sense to this post  Cancer Can Be Killed – Dr. Royal Raymond Rife… The Proof We Had This Over 100 Years Ago…

The timeline of my awakening process

It is time to start writing a bit longer of a version on how I found knowledge. I found knowledge because I wanted knowledge, and I worked to get it. I didn’t just sit back thinking it would just appear to me with no effort. I met a very close friend who has very similar beliefs to me about this same time last year. We became very good friends immediately and currently have a very strong connection. We would talk about history, history from centuries ago, history from the biblical times, and even before. We would both do extensive research on just this alone, for months. I developed such an interest that I would spend hours everyday just looking up information to read about those times. After finding a big discovery, we would talk about it, and we would only talk about it alone. We both understood it, and we both knew we had been there and discussed our theories on what we did there, and who we were there.

After this, I started getting information given to me, slowly at first. I learned so much about what happened in the past, that I started finding who I really was, and who I had physically been in the past, and the same for my friend. We would find we knew each other and had been friends for many different lifetimes on earth. This explains our connection.

One of the first major writings I was to read was The Zohar. I learned a lot after reading this book. Afterwords, I was to keep receiving more information, continuing to this day, and non stop, it will not stop because there is always something to learn.

I found so much information that I do not want to begin to even start putting all of the links here. I’ll post what is the most relevant to what I want to say, and the most important for others to know. A lot of them were my personal life findings that will not have any use here, so no need to post them for others.

My next reading would be learning how to clear negativity out of my life, and how to deal with it correctly. I was given this link as a good explanation to help me learn this. I studied this for about a month before I got a good grasp on it.

After learning about that, my next teaching was to read , and to listen to the videos posted here, so I did.

After learning about what is on the last link I shared, everything started changing very rapidly. I was sitting in my room one day, and I heard tapping. No one else was in the house. I listened closer, and it sounded like music, like peaceful drumming. Then I saw a number, and that number gave me a strong feeling, like it meant something. That number was 714. I took the message to look up the number 714 in the bible, and it was Deuteronomy chapter 7. It was a message for me:

 And when the Lord thy God shall deliver them before thee; thou shalt smite them, and utterly destroy them; thou shalt make no covenant with them, nor shew mercy unto them:

Neither shalt thou make marriages with them; thy daughter thou shalt not give unto his son, nor his daughter shalt thou take unto thy son.

For they will turn away thy son from following me, that they may serve other gods: so will the anger of the Lord be kindled against you, and destroy thee suddenly.

But thus shall ye deal with them; ye shall destroy their altars, and break down their images, and cut down their groves, and burn their graven images with fire.

For thou art an holy people unto the Lord thy God: the Lord thy God hath chosen thee to be a special people unto himself, above all people that are upon the face of the earth.

The Lord did not set his love upon you, nor choose you, because ye were more in number than any people; for ye were the fewest of all people:

But because the Lord loved you, and because he would keep the oath which he had sworn unto your fathers, hath the Lord brought you out with a mighty hand, and redeemed you out of the house of bondmen, from the hand of Pharaoh king of Egypt.

Know therefore that the Lord thy God, he is God, the faithful God, which keepeth covenant and mercy with them that love him and keep his commandments to a thousand generations;

10 And repayeth them that hate him to their face, to destroy them: he will not be slack to him that hateth him, he will repay him to his face.

11 Thou shalt therefore keep the commandments, and the statutes, and the judgments, which I command thee this day, to do them.

12 Wherefore it shall come to pass, if ye hearken to these judgments, and keep, and do them, that the Lord thy God shall keep unto thee the covenant and the mercy which he sware unto thy fathers:

13 And he will love thee, and bless thee, and multiply thee: he will also bless the fruit of thy womb, and the fruit of thy land, thy corn, and thy wine, and thine oil, the increase of thy kine, and the flocks of thy sheep, in the land which he sware unto thy fathers to give thee.

14 Thou shalt be blessed above all people: there shall not be male or female barren among you, or among your cattle.

15 And the Lord will take away from thee all sickness, and will put none of the evil diseases of Egypt, which thou knowest, upon thee; but will lay them upon all them that hate thee.

16 And thou shalt consume all the people which the Lord thy God shall deliver thee; thine eye shall have no pity upon them: neither shalt thou serve their gods; for that will be a snare unto thee.

17 If thou shalt say in thine heart, These nations are more than I; how can I dispossess them?

18 Thou shalt not be afraid of them: but shalt well remember what theLord thy God did unto Pharaoh, and unto all Egypt;

19 The great temptations which thine eyes saw, and the signs, and the wonders, and the mighty hand, and the stretched out arm, whereby theLord thy God brought thee out: so shall the Lord thy God do unto all the people of whom thou art afraid.

20 Moreover the Lord thy God will send the hornet among them, until they that are left, and hide themselves from thee, be destroyed.

21 Thou shalt not be affrighted at them: for the Lord thy God is among you, a mighty God and terrible.

22 And the Lord thy God will put out those nations before thee by little and little: thou mayest not consume them at once, lest the beasts of the field increase upon thee.

23 But the Lord thy God shall deliver them unto thee, and shall destroy them with a mighty destruction, until they be destroyed.

24 And he shall deliver their kings into thine hand, and thou shalt destroy their name from under heaven: there shall no man be able to stand before thee, until thou have destroyed them.

25 The graven images of their gods shall ye burn with fire: thou shalt not desire the silver or gold that is on them, nor take it unto thee, lest thou be snared therin: for it is an abomination to the Lord thy God.

26 Neither shalt thou bring an abomination into thine house, lest thou be a cursed thing like it: but thou shalt utterly detest it, and thou shalt utterly abhor it; for it is a cursed thing.”

After receiving that message, I asked who was speaking to me. I got an answer. This was my answer.

After that, I went through a very hard time, and didn’t get any new messages for a while. I will not go too much into the hard time I had, but some of it is already posted on my blog. After gaining some stability, I started getting new messages again. It started with the post I made on my blog about the truth about what Jesus meant in the bible. I shared it with a couple of the women that were staying in the same place as me, and they really enjoyed it. I was meant to write that while I was there, to help those women see things differently.

After I left that shelter, I found my next message, which is what is on the main page to my blog The Present.

After reading that book, I wondered how much could possibly be left for me to learn. A whole lot, more than I can ever imagine. My next lesson is this here, The New Message From God.]The last one isn’t even all of it, I still keep getting more. As of right now, I do not feel it is very relevant and I won’t post it, but I did want to post some of how I have learned. People want to call me crazy, they want to call me a “demon in disguise”, they want to call me all kinds of things. How else can this information be described in this kind of symmetry?