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Experiencing the mind of God

This is by far my most amazing  of my experiences yet and I believe the start of something wonderful in my personal live along with others. I will wait for more communications to make assumptions but if you want to see the beauty in God and creation then have a read.

I was introduced to what God is and even had what I believe as contact with God direct as in experiencing being connected in my deeper mind with him and not just a presence of him unaware of being part of God by God being all around me as well as a beautiful story I wrote while connected to God for primal vs  God mind.

God made me aware of being ready to feel connection and he taught me the way to connect with him to begin understanding God intelligence as seperate from our minds which it definitely is. This was frightening at first and I went from extremes of excitement, nervousness to happiness and back again . Then I lost connection. Later that day I got a number to find which led me to a set of instructions on how to properly advance your mind with God and my primal mind was trying to force power ego and all of the wrong things our bad mind does so God had to let me understand it before trying  again as to not cause any mind damage or non reversible damage .

The mind of God has no primal existence which is part of what we can’t grasp of Gods mind since our mind exists on primal beliefs.  God can be so perfect but we can’t  comprehend how perfect due to primal as an instinct in our physical mind.

Anyways  Later in the Day I felt God presence again and I slowly felt better and better and calmer and calmer. So my primal mind went away a couple hours and while I was connected to God he told me about the difference in how he can create perfection while we can’t in the same way and he even taught me an example  (which I find lovely) so I could understand it In a way that I understood as I wrote it while I felt it. God wasn’t speaking but it was the love in Gods mind at work which is what us humans can not grasp how to do. I will just write out what I wrote while he was telling it to me, or no I will reword it to see if I can while just using my mind now (God also told me i need to train my mind to serve me not me serve it so I can experience God mind more and more as primal mind becomes servant and dormant)

I felt the presence of the perfect true treality and how to keep it perfect came to me also. So I wrote a scenario that involved how God being would save mankind from.destructing themselves without any primal instincts such as God taking what has been destroyed by primal beings then fixing these beings to be more perfect again by the beings being taught compassion from teachers sent by God that is connected to God mind and these teachers using God mind to teach the more primal minds compassion and to help them reach a state so they can experience God themselves. Once  they do they will teach each other so they can form their unity directly from.their non unity thanks to this being a creation God mind allows to keep life perfect.

So in mankind they teach next being then the next will teach and so on and on so until all of the primal minds are connected as God mind and oneness all being connected by a large web that completes a beautiful creation when they have accomplished oneness by the love of God mind that allowed them to turn hatred into beauty while uniting at the same time and destroying primal beliefs that once existed which then turn their old destructive planet back into beauty by all of mankinds destructive behavior being completely reverted back to pure beauty so another civilization can recreate in a more beautiful planet than it was previous because only God mind can grasp turning destruction into the most magnificent beauty, only god mind can help make a broken society full of hatred turn around and make their own hatred turn into love then even unite themselves to oneness from what was once hatred.

This is God intelligence for bliss that primal mind can not fathom until God uses genius ways in his mind to form beauty out of the worst destruction and worst war scene ever. So it is pure love and nothing less ever that is used to create such a wonderful environmentmemt for us to exist in.

 God also told me the happy story could have also went the opposite direction because of their free will but God sent the teachers to help them unite each other. God said he loves his creations and wants them to advance but he can not control what their free will will choose so he just forms a perfect  beautiful plan to save them to progress and not decline.


I have begun to receive communication in various forms I believe to be directly from God

This is very new and exciting for me and I am glad to write about it. I have had a rapid onset of new understandings about God in the past few months that do not line up very much with older posts I have made that included religion which is ok because I made this blog to follow the timeliness of my learning. Religion and awakaneig to beginning to understand and connect to God have little in common with each other. God is not defined by religion in any way along with the awakenings, new age practices and so on are nothing more than steps that individuals will take on their individual separate journeys that have been designed for them by God to discover knowledge as the gift it is from God.

God is an advanced being beyond our physical minds comprehension and God is part of  and created all of creation by an advanced mathamatecal and geometric makeup . We are still connected with God through our deeper mind which is a creation by God but for most of us this stays dormant for the majority of cur lifetimes on ssomm the physical world until we start toe up to God. Then we start to understand and learn of the existence of this God. Communication from God can happen slowly once you understand  how to access your dormant spirit mind which is where God knowledge has always been and will always be, it can only be accessesed when you have progressed to access it.

I had my first experience with which I am very close to positive was communication from God to me to show me a lesson I wanted and assume also needed to learn. I was concentrating on accessing my spirit mind to connect and I wantedclarification on some info about the makeup of our reality and the math involved. I was close to giving up when the clock hit 1:37 and a voice said it is time, learn the number. So I put the number in Google and this was the number. The number 137 is a number that can not be explained by physics or science and is said to be designed by the hands of God since the number has so not been able to be interpreted by any man who has tried to understand how the number functions as such a major number in much of the buildup of life and the universe along with various other connections to the number. Click the link below to see the number in action in creation 🙂


Coincidence? I do not think so because ado not believe in coincidence.

I had another experience today where I was contacted with soe teachings, some warnings and some lessons to take because I am new to this knowledge again and I was told  to not get overly excited and waste my energy because I am experiencing just the beginning of unlocking my no longer dormant deep mind. I will add more about that message shortly. Very interestingand exciting experiences in the last couple of days for sure.

The mathematical system I learned about just today and the beauty of it in the creation of the entire universe.

I’ve studied a lot recently on how the earth is formed with numbers. I believe I have been on the right track here. I’ll share my latest findings, which strangely a big percentage of this came to me in an instant that I had to write immediately.

1486230862 is a number that was posted for time in echo-seconds for the difference in time zones that was posted in a forum I am on. Someone had started a thread about time, the universe, creation, etc. I joined in willingly to the conversation and it sparked a major new learning experience for me. I had no time to waste and had to write about it immediately, no waiting. Why? No clue because it came as a huge load of information that I guess had to be processed immediately to be sure I remembered it all.

Back to that number from the forum I’m on and it’s relation to the universe, time, pi, and how it all forms the mathematical system that runs everything, at least how I’ve started to learn it. The learning of this system is decent to means I’ve been confused on it quite a bit. I watched a documentary about a week ago that lined up with my beliefs well, made lots of sense and helped me learn more. I believe that helped spark my experience today which was an intense direct input of loads of information. Definitely very intense,

So, to bring up the number from the forum again, 3.14 is pi. The difference in 1 and 4 is 3 in line with the sequence of numbers. Obviously pi begins with 3, and the sequence has a difference of 3 from the first 2 numbers.  It is the universal law of circumference that pi is a formula for a sphere. Circumference divided my the width equals 3.14 each time. We have the basic spherical buildup of the entire universe with this alone.

Taking the number 1486230862, starting at the beginning of this number, the 1 and 4 at the start leave a remaining of 3. 4 and 8 is 4, 8, 6, 2 and so on. These patterns form a new sequence, which form a new sequence, and on and on.  It’s probably a bit confusing to get the pattern, so I included more of what I found with these patterns here below.

Just to start with an example of one number describing time zones between distances in a large number

Again, the number I’m using is 1486230862. Break it down in sequence to form the patterns it contains by basic differences between basic numbers. It looks much more complex than it really is. I guess it can get more complex dealing with many more numbers, such as billions and trillions, but we’ll keep it basic. It’s all that is needed anyways.

The first number sequence I got from the number above, and I did 3 different ones, same formula.

1.) 3 4 2 4 1 3 8 2 4

1 2 2 3 2 5 6 2
1 0 1 1 3 1 4
1 1 0 2 2 3
0 1 2 0 1
1 1 2 1
0 1 1
1 0

2.) 3 4 2 4 1 3 8 2 4

1 2 2 3 2 5 6 2
1 0 1 1 3 1 4
1 1 0 2 2 3
0 1 2 0 1
1 1 2 1
0 1 0
1 1

3.)3 4 2 4 1 3 8 2 4

1 2 2 3 2 5 6 2
1 0 1 1 3 1 4
1 1 0 2 2 3
0 1 2 0 1
1 1 2 1
0 1 1
1 0

Even binary code can be seen in a small formation from looking here. 1 and 0 in a pattern over and over and can use the same formulas to form the code written in binary based on he order of the numbers and the patterns they create. Time is a very specific set of numbers so it creates the same times on our clocks day after day after day 365 days a year. Even 365 is starting with the formula for circumference which is 3, and will always create the same tick tock clock work for time, just like a circle will always equal pi with the formula. This is just a tiny explanation of some of workings just on a small part of earth. There’s all the other planets, galaxies, the universe and maybe even multiverse (more research on my part required at a later time). We can never imagine the workings of it based on not or barely being able to understand the makeup of our own planet. We can see that the basic buildup of the entire universe will use the same formula, numbers are universal non changing and stay that way forever. It is the creation technique I believe an intelligent being created along with science included because there’s a whole other set of patterns for life forms, their evolution, life cycles, etc… It’s a beautiful thing. So science and creation win. I also like how you can’t change the meanings, intentions or laws of numbers. They stay the same and form the base of our creation. Religion, human arrogance, ignorance, arguments, and everything else humans try to debate over,  try to change, can not and never will be able to change numbers. They are free of human free will rights and intervention. You can’t make 2+2  equal six no matter what you believe and you can’t convince anyone that is mentally well pretty much in 2nd grade or above that 2 + 2 equals anything other than 4. This is the beginning of seeing the workings of intelligent design in the universe for me in a way that has always been right in front of me while being completely blind to it. I only “see a number that is written, you don’t “see” them as physical structures, or living creatures, but they exist without a doubt and I do not know a single person on the plane who would say otherwise. God does exist in this way and he shows us when we’re ready.

I am honestly confused on what is going on right now. But I am posting this.

I know I have not posted in a long time. I have learned a lot since I last posted, a whole lot. I am living in a brand new place, and my life is much better, so much better. I do not understand how some things come about, but they do. God has asked me to post about this, so I am doing it. I have been told to write a blog about my experiences now. More to come soon.


Be prepared for the harsh truth. The matrix.

But it doesn’t have to be harsh. It can be harsh, or it can be what you create it, and it can be beautiful.

I feel like it has been too long since I have posted again, but I post when I can connect with the information I receive enough to finally write about it. Sometimes it is multiple times a day, sometimes it happens once a month. It all depends.

One day, you are going to come to a realization, is there something, or is there nothing? Everyone thinks they already do that, but I am not talking about those concepts. I am not talking about what people believe as in what religions teach, and what atheists call themselves. I am talking about something much deeper, something much bigger. Or wait, is it really something much smaller? Much smaller than you ever thought it was, and much more simple than you ever imagined? How often do you get stumped by an answer you were trying to figure out, only to find it out and go “of DUH that was IT?” Well, for me personally, it has been that kind of experience. I also see the other side of that experience as well, and wonder if I am only seeing a small piece of it, I’m the new kid in class. Then I tell myself the harsh truth. What is the harsh truth? What it looks like.

This is the matrix. More writing about it to be continued.



Are you ready for a world without money?

Are you ready for the world without money? It is going to happen, and it is going to happen soon. I believe it is, I definitely believe it is going to happen in our lifetime. I do not see any other way humans can continue existing with something as evil as money in place controlling everything and everyone. Either money will cease to exist or humans are going to destroy themselves over money. How ridiculous does this sound? Humans destroying themselves over something as useless as apiece of paper? I’m honestly looking forward to when this happens. Me looking forward to this does not mean it is going to be a happy fairy tale by any means….

So, how can you prepare for this? It takes understanding of what will happen when money is no longer in the picture. People work for money, correct? People will no longer go to work if they aren’t paid. Almost everything you do every single day involves money to make it work. No more going out to eat, you will have no cooks, no waitresses, not even the owners of the restaurant because there will be no business without money. Your power is going to be shut off, you cell phones will be shut off, your electricity will be shut off, after you use the gas you have in your vehicle, there will be no more. These are just a couple small examples, I’m sure you can think of plenty more, and so can I, but I do not want to even begin listing them all because it would be never ending. It is going to be very chaotic. A lot of people are going to get killed, mostly by rioters and break ins, violence from starving, violence from just being angry and the biggest thing is killing for survival. How are you going to survive this? Being aware of it is how. If you let it hit you as a shock, then you are most likely to be a victim. This will go on for many years but each year will slowly get better and better as people start to realize that they can’t live this way. They will get tired of it and everyone will start to form together like we are all supposed to do. The end of money has to be what creates this coming together of us, so we have to go through the hardship of understanding first.

I try to explain this to people all the time, but no one wants to listen. I feel it in my gut how this is true, and how this is the only logical reason I can think of for us to come together.

Stop destroying our planet.

It really gets old seeing all of the stuff posted about how “people” are acting, such as the people rioting again in Missouri. I’m going to post what I think with no bullshit honesty. I’m saying it how it is. I hope you’re proud of yourself. The only thing that makes you human is resembling one, the rest of you is nothing but a savage wild animal. People like you are exactly what is going to cause us as a human race to fail. How does it make you feel to know that all you are doing is nothing but mass destruction which is what will lead to the extinction of us humans? This isn’t the way to solve problems.


Not to worry though, this can be fixed. While you are out being the savage you are, others that know better and are aware are working towards the direction for good. Eventually that good will win, and it won’t be in the very distant future. Acting like a savage destroying our planet will do nothing but cause you to be reset over and over until you can function in the universe as an intelligent being. Our purpose is to rise above, not rise below.

You create your own reality because you think you are your mind

Have you ever asked yourself about your karma? Are you one of those people that say “oh I can’t wait until I watch your karma get you” ? If so, then you are probably one of those people that also say “I get my karma too, and I get crapped on, where is MY good karma”?You become aware that you are not happy with circumstances, and you become aware of your thoughts on why you do what you do in those moments. Imagine that someone asks something nice of you while you are aware of karma and asking yourself why your life sucks. Your friend calls you and asks if you can loan them $100. You have plenty enough to loan them $100 so you think about it, then you realize that you are owed your good karma from your lifetime of good deeds and you say yes to your friend. You being aware of your karma payback influenced your decision. You did not do this good deed from kindness of your heart, you did this deed purely out of ego and self gratification. You can’t fool what is beyond you to work for you, It works only through true intention.
Did it make you feel good to loan your friend the money they needed? I’m sure it did to an extent. Did it worry you to loan your friend money? Possibly. What if they don’t pay it back? What if an unexpected bill comes up for you and you end up needing that $100? Most of us ask ourselves these questions. We aren’t living in the now, we are creating our own reality by doing this and our karma is created with it. You get what you give to the world. Your true intentions from the true you are what are being sent out energetically, and if your true intentions are greedy or based only on self gratification, then you are not going to be rewarded on your intentions. Be honest with yourself and be honest with everyone else, it is the only true way to be.
Next time you do a good deed, think about this. Become aware of what you are thinking when you do a good deed. Do not let your bad intentions rule your judgments, as soon as you start thinking of only yourself and being greedy, put a stop to it, and think of how you are helping someone. Smile, really smile and picture them doing great because you helped. You helping that person makes you a hero to them, no matter how big or small the task is.
Get to know the real you, not what is just your mind.

I asked for new messages of understanding, and I got new messages of understanding.

The last couple of days I have been wondering why nothing new has came to me to write about. It started worrying me, I started wondering if I was going to be able to write anymore, I wondered if the new way that I see things and this awakening had just stopped. It didn’t, I stopped, I changed, I went backwards. I had to see what I was doing wrong to continue moving forward.

To explain a little bit more about me – I was never a writer. Even now, I definitely don’t consider myself someone great at writing. I’m terrible with dragging on what I write, creating run on sentences, and I probably don’t use some of the correct punctuation. Even in school, English was by far my worst subject. I despised writing. I didn’t know where to start when I would write, I would have a journal full of a few sentences to start a paper or a story, and never completed it. As I write now, I start with an idea, and everything I say forms while I write it. It comes natural to me now because I learned how to access that part of my higher self.

So, yesterday I started asking myself why I could not write anything, why I couldn’t even think of anything to write. I was worried I had lost touch. Today, I asked myself the same question, and I found my answer. I have been dealing with situations in a terrible way. Instead of handling situations the way I have learned to do them, I have went back to my old way of seeing things. I have hurt people by taking out my frustrations on them. I have came very close to destroying friendship. I have acted out of revenge, to pay back someone for hurting me, and I hurt someone who didn’t deserve to be hurt because I was hurt. This is the way weak people handle things. This is how people in low vibrations handle things. I felt ashamed of myself after this, and this is exactly the reason I lost touch with my higher self. It is the same reason why so many people  in this world that act on selfish intentions can’t see what they are doing wrong. After learning this, I was able to get my messages to write again.

Since I like to post truth I see in the bible and meaningful passages, I’ll share what I asked to be given to me as a message today. Like in the title to this post, I ask, and I get my answers.

Deutoronomy chapter 1 verse 9 was given to me, and as usual given to me to share.   The message is chapter 1 from verse 9:

9 And I spake unto you at that time, saying, I am not able to bear you myself alone:

10 The Lord your God hath multiplied you, and, behold, ye are this day as the stars of heaven for multitude.

11 (The Lord God of your fathers make you a thousand times so many more as ye are, and bless you, as he hath promised you!)

12 How can I myself alone bear your cumbrance, and your burden, and your strife?

13 Take you wise men, and understanding, and known among your tribes, and I will make them rulers over you.

14 And ye answered me, and said, The thing which thou hast spoken is good for us to do.

15 So I took the chief of your tribes, wise men, and known, and made them heads over you, captains over thousands, and captains over hundreds, and captains over fifties, and captains over tens, and officers among your tribes.

16 And I charged your judges at that time, saying, Hear the causes between your brethren, and judge righteously between every man and his brother, and the stranger that is with him.

17 Ye shall not respect persons in judgment; but ye shall hear the small as well as the great; ye shall not be afraid of the face of man; for the judgment is God’s: and the cause that is too hard for you, bring it unto me, and I will hear it.

18 And I commanded you at that time all the things which ye should do.

19 And when we departed from Horeb, we went through all that great and terrible wilderness, which ye saw by the way of the mountain of the Amorites, as the Lord our God commanded us; and we came to Kadeshbarnea.

20 And I said unto you, Ye are come unto the mountain of the Amorites, which the Lord our God doth give unto us.

21 Behold, the Lord thy God hath set the land before thee: go up and possess it, as the Lord God of thy fathers hath said unto thee; fear not, neither be discouraged.

22 And ye came near unto me every one of you, and said, We will send men before us, and they shall search us out the land, and bring us word again by what way we must go up, and into what cities we shall come.

23 And the saying pleased me well: and I took twelve men of you, one of a tribe:

24 And they turned and went up into the mountain, and came unto the valley of Eshcol, and searched it out.

25 And they took of the fruit of the land in their hands, and brought it down unto us, and brought us word again, and said, It is a good land which the Lord our God doth give us.

26 Notwithstanding ye would not go up, but rebelled against the commandment of the Lord your God:

27 And ye murmured in your tents, and said, Because the Lord hated us, he hath brought us forth out of the land of Egypt, to deliver us into the hand of the Amorites, to destroy us.

28 Whither shall we go up? our brethren have discouraged our heart, saying, The people is greater and taller than we; the cities are great and walled up to heaven; and moreover we have seen the sons of the Anakims there.

29 Then I said unto you, Dread not, neither be afraid of them.

30 The Lord your God which goeth before you, he shall fight for you, according to all that he did for you in Egypt before your eyes;

31 And in the wilderness, where thou hast seen how that the Lord thy God bare thee, as a man doth bear his son, in all the way that ye went, until ye came into this place.

32 Yet in this thing ye did not believe the Lord your God,

33 Who went in the way before you, to search you out a place to pitch your tents in, in fire by night, to shew you by what way ye should go, and in a cloud by day.

34 And the Lord heard the voice of your words, and was wroth, and sware, saying,

35 Surely there shall not one of these men of this evil generation see that good land, which I sware to give unto your fathers.

36 Save Caleb the son of Jephunneh; he shall see it, and to him will I give the land that he hath trodden upon, and to his children, because he hath wholly followed the Lord.

37 Also the Lord was angry with me for your sakes, saying, Thou also shalt not go in thither.

38 But Joshua the son of Nun, which standeth before thee, he shall go in thither: encourage him: for he shall cause Israel to inherit it.

39 Moreover your little ones, which ye said should be a prey, and your children, which in that day had no knowledge between good and evil, they shall go in thither, and unto them will I give it, and they shall possess it.

40 But as for you, turn you, and take your journey into the wilderness by the way of the Red sea.

41 Then ye answered and said unto me, We have sinned against the Lord, we will go up and fight, according to all that the Lord our God commanded us. And when ye had girded on every man his weapons of war, ye were ready to go up into the hill.

42 And the Lord said unto me, Say unto them. Go not up, neither fight; for I am not among you; lest ye be smitten before your enemies.

43 So I spake unto you; and ye would not hear, but rebelled against the commandment of the Lord, and went presumptuously up into the hill.

44 And the Amorites, which dwelt in that mountain, came out against you, and chased you, as bees do, and destroyed you in Seir, even unto Hormah.

45 And ye returned and wept before the Lord; but the Lord would not hearken to your voice, nor give ear unto you.


Proverbs and the year 2016 in changing human awareness. Coincidence?

This will not be a very long post from my own words. I will explain that I understand a lot of things by numbers, as I have said previously. If a number calls out to me, I try to find why. I look to the bible for a lot of these answers, and most of the time I do find what I am looking for in the bible. I’ll see what books and chapters could go with the number, and find what I need to find by those numbers. I have been seeing a lot of websites, blog posts, comments, and even people talking about the year 2016 and the spiritual shift in human understanding.

So, just tonight I looked at the year 2016 and the number it is, 2016, and decided to look up what that is in the bible. Proverbs chapter 1, verse 6. Proverbs, Chapter 1, verse 6 = 2016. Usually the whole chapter is included in the meaning, and especially verse 6 in this one. I’ll copy the chapter here. I really like what it says about how everyone is starting to understand things differently, and in ways that make sense to them, as the bible says as well.


The proverbs of Solomon the son of David, king of Israel;

To know wisdom and instruction; to perceive the words of understanding;

To receive the instruction of wisdom, justice, and judgment, and equity;

To give subtilty to the simple, to the young man knowledge and discretion.

A wise man will hear, and will increase learning; and a man of understanding shall attain unto wise counsels:

To understand a proverb, and the interpretation; the words of the wise, and their dark sayings.

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge: but fools despise wisdom and instruction.

My son, hear the instruction of thy father, and forsake not the law of thy mother:

For they shall be an ornament of grace unto thy head, and chains about thy neck.

10 My son, if sinners entice thee, consent thou not.

11 If they say, Come with us, let us lay wait for blood, let us lurk privily for the innocent without cause:

12 Let us swallow them up alive as the grave; and whole, as those that go down into the pit:

13 We shall find all precious substance, we shall fill our houses with spoil:

14 Cast in thy lot among us; let us all have one purse:

15 My son, walk not thou in the way with them; refrain thy foot from their path:

16 For their feet run to evil, and make haste to shed blood.

17 Surely in vain the net is spread in the sight of any bird.

18 And they lay wait for their own blood; they lurk privily for their own lives.

19 So are the ways of every one that is greedy of gain; which taketh away the life of the owners thereof.

20 Wisdom crieth without; she uttereth her voice in the streets:

21 She crieth in the chief place of concourse, in the openings of the gates: in the city she uttereth her words, saying,

22 How long, ye simple ones, will ye love simplicity? and the scorners delight in their scorning, and fools hate knowledge?

23 Turn you at my reproof: behold, I will pour out my spirit unto you, I will make known my words unto you.

24 Because I have called, and ye refused; I have stretched out my hand, and no man regarded;

25 But ye have set at nought all my counsel, and would none of my reproof:

26 I also will laugh at your calamity; I will mock when your fear cometh;

27 When your fear cometh as desolation, and your destruction cometh as a whirlwind; when distress and anguish cometh upon you.

28 Then shall they call upon me, but I will not answer; they shall seek me early, but they shall not find me:

29 For that they hated knowledge, and did not choose the fear of theLord:

30 They would none of my counsel: they despised all my reproof.

31 Therefore shall they eat of the fruit of their own way, and be filled with their own devices.

32 For the turning away of the simple shall slay them, and the prosperity of fools shall destroy them.

33 But whoso hearkeneth unto me shall dwell safely, and shall be quiet from fear of evil.